BBC

Most who read this blog or that know me, know that i am not a very sexual person as far as my submission go it is the service and the power exchange that get me off. But people that also know me know that the very big exception to this is my love of Black men. It is a very strong preference of mine and i have been Black only for a couple of years now but my Bulls are few and far between. So i write this blog in s moment of passing horniess while Mistress is relaxing in the bath tub. 

Black men have always felt Superior to me their bodies their skin tone their endowment it all encompasses what turns me on. my first male on male experience  was with a Black friend of mine he used to force me to touch him and let him touch me this was in about 6/7th grade. i strongly resisted just to save face but it secretly felt very right to me weather i wanted to admit it or not. i was already living with the fact that i had spent years prior cross dressing in secret. i held a strong grudge with this boy for a long time as i struggled with my sexuality over the next few years of my life. Into my early 20s I was already very open about my sexuality, kinks, and fully presented as a female quite often. I was a member of many local yahoo groups for crossdressers so anytime i wanted some cock i would just post in them. One of the best results that i ever had was a young BBC Bull that couldnt wait to meet me and i felt the very same. So excited to be with my first Black guy i put on my smallest shortest sluttiest dress (i was alot smaller then lol). Did my make up dark and slutty (i also did horrible make up back then, you win some you lose some) followed by my highest heels. 

When the door bell rang i was greeted by a very fit looking lighter skined man standing before me. He was just a college kid (i lived on OSU's Campus at the time) He had black frame glasses a t shirt jeans and a pair of chuck taylors. i could see his growing buldge in his pants as he looked me over. i grabbed his hand and took him to my bedroom and began to take my time undressing him. Rubbing his body with one hand and his cock with the other. with one hand and his body with the other. When i got all his clothes off i was so impressed i had to take a photo he was sooo hot, strong and manly looking. His body was so tone and define and his cock just hung there begging me to taste it. It was big every bit of 8 inches easily the biggest cock i had every touched. i quickly fell to my knees and began to suck it. Struggling not to vomit each time i went down. Finally after about 10 mins of giving him head he whispered in my ear "i want to fuck your pussy" to which i had no problem telling him that he was WAY to big and it would likely result in my death. He told me that he would go slow and it would feel very good for both of us. Against my better judgement i just couldnt say no again it felt so natural to submit to him. He layed me face down on the bed and began to ease his lubed cock bareback into my sissy pussy after a bit i was craving for him to go deeper it really did feel good! i enjoyed it alot after he came and i saw him off i though long and hard about how wonderful he felt inside me and how natural it was for me to let him take what he wanted. i kept in contact with him for awhile but we never fucked again something always came up though later in life i wish i would have made more time for him.